Disappointing start to the weekend

Today Vick and I planned to go to Heroes and Legends at Margam Castle.  However, once we finally got there after some shenanigans with the SatNav on my phone (my phone has been flaky since its latest update), we quickly discovered that the disabled access at the Castle itself was abysmal.  The parking spaces for disabled people are far from the Castle; in fact, they sit by the Orangery nearby.  Once you digest that the path to the castle is all uphill which in itself wouldn’t be bad but on gravel, it makes it so much harder.  Yeah, the path is on gravel and uphill.  I couldn’t get around this while also having a shoulder problem myself.  So, unfortunately, we left with heavy hearts, disappointment and mostly (at least for me) anger burning. I do not know what the facilities were like in the event because we didn’t get that …

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Calm before the storm?

I feel strangely odd today.  I feel calm, but I can also feel frustration bubbling under the surface.  The bubbling seems to be getting louder.  If it keeps up at this pace, it will be at a boiling point pretty soon.  I do feel like I am making progress with expressing my frustrations though which may not be going down well with some.  However, all of the things I have let out recently have been simmering for quite some time.  It’s odd that with this venting of my frustrations the bubbling is not subsiding.  Maybe I underestimated just how much I needed to vent?  I do not want to let it all out and once but perhaps I should open the valve a bit more?  It certainly feels liberating to let so many things out finally. Why is it despite getting a few things in order and generally feeling like …

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