Painful but productive

I’m sitting here on a rainy Sunday morning aching pretty much everywhere, but somehow I am feeling good.  I spent most of yesterday moving my pc, consoles and rebuilding a server.  To many, that sounds boring.  To me though it was a necessary step to getting myself to a place I want to be.  It might seem weird, but getting my workspace organised helps motivate to start creating things again.  I have had a lot of ideas for apps and even games for what seems like forever, but they’ve never got out of my head.  Now I have everything set up the way I like I want to start them.  So much so that I got up relatively early on a Sunday!  Which, as anyone who knows me, is not my custom at all.  The only hindrance for me at the moment is two fingers on my right hand throbbing …

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Weird feeling

I feel kind of weird.  I could leave that sentence there as I have been staring at the flashing cursor urging me to type something for about half an hour now, and that sentence sums up my current feeling.  I’m guessing that would be a pretty dull read  — the entire second of it.  I’ll try to express what I mean.  I’ll probably end up chopping and moving stuff around a lot, so some of that might show.  Maybe I’ll leave it as it is to illustrate better how much my mind jumps around from concept to concept, thought to thought without any discernible pattern?  We’ll see.  I already know the answer to that, though if I’m honest with myself.  I will re-read this about ten times (at least) before I hit the publish button.  I still get a very uneasy feeling before I post something and I don’t suppose …

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