It has been almost a week since I went up to the maximum dose of my meds. I must admit I am still apprehensive but not as much as I was before I started. No ill effects yet but I think it is too early for either good or bad. For now, though, I am going to continue and at least give these a few...
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I'm really not good at keeping a post schedule. The truth is, just getting through each day drains me to the point where I just drift when I am not working or nobody needs me for anything. I will try to break that cycle and having thought about this for a long time, it has to start with...
So here we are almost 3 months since my last post, and it hasn't gone well. Getting settled into this medication has taken so much longer than I could have ever thought (or hoped.) It has been better for the most part for day-to-day moods. However, there are still a significant number of down...
It is a month to the day that I started the new medication and a little over a month since the “event.” I think I have made progress. The very fact I am still here is testament to that, I guess. However, I still felt before I had the doctors review today that I am not quite on the right dose. I...
It is almost the second week of the new medication and so far, I am preferring it to others I have tried. It is still a little early to have a full judgement, however. I think it will be quite some time until I have a full picture, but early indications are that they are better. Not perfect but...
It turns out my previous post about a sense of impending doom could not have been closer to the truth. Shortly after writing that my mental health plummeted. As usual however you may not have noticed on the outside as I continued to work. However, as soon as I finished work, I was exhausted and...
This post is likely going to get a little dark but I have read in multiple places that the act of simply writing things down helps to lift some of the darkness. I have experienced that effect too on occasion so with that in mind please be warned. Last night my mood dipped quite a lot. Nothing...
I thought it was time for a fresh start so I completely reset the site so I can use it as a blank canvas. For the majority of the time this will be a personal blogging site. However, over time, I will be adding sections showcasing projects I have been working on, reviews and information I find...