Start of some healing? I hope so.

Tomorrow I have my first session with a counsellor.  I am more than a little apprehensive about it but I know it will be good for me.  I just wish I knew what to expect.  It seems like a different form then what I have tried in the past I.  Even if it takes a similar form I am still nervous about opening up to someone new face to face again.  I know I open up here to pretty much anyone with internet access but it is a whole new thing face to face.  I’m also afraid of what kind of state I will be in after it.  The session is in the middle of the day so at least I can get myself back together a bit before bed but I do wonder how much it could break me.  Perhaps I am just being pessimistic?  I’ve read a few …

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