Small victories

Today I finally managed to overcome my frustration, helplessness and fear when they came upon me today.  Usually, I would pretty much crumble and just back off, but today I didn’t.  Well, not completely.  Admittedly I had help from some other people, and I had to vent a bit, but venting is healthy when you are frustrated right?  At least I think it is better than keeping it inside.  I know to most people what I just wrote doesn’t seem like a big deal, but to me it is enormous.  I do feel drained after today though like I do every day.  The accompanying feelings of worthlessness and sadness are less. They are not gone.  Just less. Perhaps I can upgrade that percentage of progress?  What do you suggest?  85%?  I’d say I’m ranging from around 45% to 85% which is still too big a swing, but at least the …

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