Bumpy

The last part of yesterday and so far today I have started to feel like I am getting off a bumpy road.  Since my last post, I have been experiencing a fair few mood swings.  Anger and anxiety welling up for seemingly no reason.  At least not one that I can put my finger on at the time or even afterwards. If you continue to read on, please know that some things written here could contain triggers.  Most of my blog could be categorised as such, so please take care. Luckily for people around me, this dark period seems to have now passed.  I feel so bad that it happens and although most people understand I still can’t help feel like I am a burden.  I am ashamed to admit that I did think that maybe it would have been better if my first attempt to end it was successful.  …

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