Can I snap out of this?

These last few months, I have been thinking about deleting this blog.  It has been a struggle finding my way from day to day, so sitting down to write something has been all but unthinkable to me.  At the same time, though, even as I start to write this, I feel a strange sort of release, which reminds me why I created this blog in the first place. If you have been reading entries from this blog before, you know the pattern of my mind by now.  I go through long periods of seeming inactivity.  I never intend for it to happen, and sometimes weeks can go by before I even realise I’ve slipped into these periods.  I refer to them as my “low power mode”.  This state has persisted for far too long, and this time I am not sure I can even pull out of it.  Well, that …

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