Out of the gloom
Things were going well for a while since my last post. Despite that, I should have been posting in the good times, not just the bad. I do not know why I didn’t. However, that time of things going well was short-lived. My mood started shifting downwards again and everyday things I had coped with became huge, impassible mountains in my mind. I began to withdraw. I was hiding in the toilets whenever things got on top of me just crying or trying desperately to snap out of it. A lot of the time I think it worked. At least it didn’t appear as anyone noticed much. Some mentions were made, but I was always quick to deny it. However, I knew deep down in my mind that I could never sustain it. Looking back on that now I know it was a mistake. The day finally came when, after coming …
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