I’ve made it.
Well, through just over a month back at work anyway. The last few days leading up to this point have been difficult. Sleep has been very elusive so this break of two weeks has come at the right time I think. I need to decompress. It has been much better than it was before I was off sick. Much better. Overall, I will be able to cope going forward and now that the stress of the car is gone I can kick back and relax in the sun. A lads week in Benidorm for the Six Nations will be great! There will be copious amounts of banter no doubt! Also leading into it with the record Wales has currently achieved sets up for a possible impressive Grand Slam!
I am worried about Vicky though. Her pain is worsening and it is affecting her mentally too. I wish there was something I could do to ease it. It hurts me to see her this way and I will be worrying every single day I am away. I know her mother and others will be looking out for her though so that helps. We’ll go away together later in the year all being well. I feel pretty bad about going away the more I think about it…
I’d also like to thank everyone who has helped me get to and from work these last weeks. I cannot thank you enough for your help.
“Once you choose hope, anything is possible.” — Christopher Reeve