anxiety

Back to blogging

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I haven’t posted since November!  Looking at the date, I am barely able to comprehend the time that has gone by!  I know the old saying is time flies when you are having fun, but in this case, there hasn’t been a lot of fun going on.  Everything seems to have passed me by in a blur, and I can barely remember the months.  Due to the nature of how my illness works, I won’t be saying that I won’t leave it this long again.  If I had that level of control over my illness, then I guess I would no longer be ill.  At least not affected to the extent it affects me now.  Don’t get me wrong; I am doing better.  What I mean by that is that I am coping better.  I have found a sort of “groove of wellness” for want of a better phrase.  However, …

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The rut

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It has been about a week since I last posted and I’ll be honest, I don’t know where a lot of the week went.  Some might say that is a good thing but is it?  It is never a good thing to essentially lose part of your life.  I feel like I am on autopilot a lot of the time.  Well, most of the time if I am truthful.  I need to break the cycle and do something different with my spare time.  The trouble is deciding on what that is though.  I have some ideas as I am sure I have said before, but I never seem to either start them or have the concentration levels to stick with them.  There are some things I need to do which will (hopefully) lead to having better concentration and energy levels, and that is getting fit and losing weight. More often …

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