Personal time

I’m feeling a weird today, and yes I am fully expecting the addition of “today?” to that in the comments!  I need to reschedule my meds to the evening again for a while at least.  I’m starting to get little “zaps” in my head which sometimes force me to blink for a few seconds.  The zaps are a sign of withdrawal which means I am coming off them too fast so I’ll have to slow down the taper.  My ultimate goal is to become antidepressant free and manage my illness another way.  I will work with the doctor on this, but after all these years I do not believe that the drugs are the answer.  If anything they dull the world around me to the point where everything is just a slightly different shade of grey.  There are no highs or lows.  I do think that the medication keeps me …

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