More progress and pain

Making it to this weekend has been more comfortable for me than it has been for a long time, and that has to be a plus.  I went to a second counselling session on Thursday, and although I talked a lot, it did seem to go over the same ground.  I know it is only early days, but I don’t know if it is helping.  I guess it helps me get things off my chest, which is always good.  I let myself vent a little recently, and it levelled me out pretty good, so maybe I’m just undervaluing it.  I’d love to hear from anyone who has gone through counselling with any stories, experiences or insights they’d like to share.  I’m new to this and don’t know what to expect.  I guess everyone’s take away from it is different though. We walked Tyrion quite a bit longer this week than …

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I’ve made it

I’ve made it. Well, through just over a month back at work anyway.  The last few days leading up to this point have been difficult.  Sleep has been very elusive so this break of two weeks has come at the right time I think. I need to decompress.  It has been much better than it was before I was off sick.  Much better.  Overall, I will be able to cope going forward and now that the stress of the car is gone I can kick back and relax in the sun.  A lads week in Benidorm for the Six Nations will be great!  There will be copious amounts of banter no doubt!  Also leading into it with the record Wales has currently achieved sets up for a possible impressive Grand Slam! I am worried about Vicky though.  Her pain is worsening and it is affecting her mentally too.  I wish …

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