Terminal Velocity

I’m just going to dump some stuff out onto this new post I’ve been staring at for a while. I feel like I’ve lost my direction in life.  Correction, I don’t know if I have ever really had a direction.  Does anyone else out there feel like they are just drifting from one day to the next with no other goal but to exist?  Some days existing is all I can manage.  Most days lately, at least using my dark perception of myself, I feel like I am overlooked, irrelevant and surplus to requirements.  I could go on by why bother?  I am sure you get the picture by now. If there is a rock bottom, I don’t think I’ve hit it quite yet although some days it feels that way.  All I know for sure is that the way to the bottom seems very, very deep.  I believe I …

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