Best laid plans

It has been another struggle this week. Energy levels low all the time no matter what I do. I thought to myself “at least it will be a nice weekend” before the storm kicked in last night. I love the sound of a storm. It feels strangely soothing much to my wifes disgust (she hides her head under a blanket) but it is not how I saw the weekend going. I suppose it is the classic Welsh weather and bank holiday link rearing its head! It is still warm though so there is hope. However, today I don’t plan on doing much. I’m thinking a day of just chilling is on the cards. I may try my luck in Ark again. Although it is better playing with friends and someone’s internet is still down (BT are not known for their speedy installations.) I’m sure Matthew is hating it as much …

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The cycle continues

This week feels like it has been going on forever. Yes I know Lee Evans would have a field day with that sentence but that is the way it is. I really need to find a way to pick up my energy levels. I feel tired as soon as my feet touches the doorstep at the end of the day. At least the weekend is fast approaching. It has been really busy at work. Who I am I kidding? It is always busy but this week has been even more so. If I couple that with other recent events and worries I guess that explains my tiredness. Who knows? Maybe my brain will give me the day off and stopping kicking into high gear every night? It seems no matter how tired I get my mind starts turning over a 100 miles an hour as soon as my head hits …

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Darkness creeps up

Well even after all my good intentions the darkness peaks its head up again.  It sure knows how to pick its moments.  Hopefully I can shake it off before tonight or maybe just going out tonight will shake it off. Perhaps is because I always get nervous getting closer to social engagements?  That is more likely the answer.  However, if I don’t take myself out of my comfort zone I guess I’ll never conquer this beast! In other news I’ve gone back to Warcraft after a long break.  The guild I was in welcomed me back with open arms which was nice.  It was good to get back into touch with old friends.  The guild is for people like myself so I guess I should have not expected anything different but still warm feelings abound at the time!  Now I just need to figure out where I left off.  I …

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