It has been another tough week. I am trying my hardest to hold myself together while my mind is trying its hardest to pull me apart. I usually make it to Friday with a small sense of achievement at least but not this week. I feel drained. Physically and mentally.
On top of that, something weird is going on with my eye. Came out of nowhere and has gotten steadily worse over the last few days. So an early night was in order holding onto the vague hope I’d feel better in the morning. I don’t feel much better, though, but at least I am up early! It doesn’t look as bad as yesterday, but maybe I am just used to it now. It does hurt to the touch though. On the plus side, my shoulder is a lot better, so there is that!
We’re supposed to be going to the Big Cheese today, and the weather looks good, so maybe it’ll do wonders for my mood at least. It is a little too warm for me, though. Don’t get me wrong; I love the warm weather but not this warm. I suppose I wouldn’t be British if I didn’t complain about the weather no matter what it was doing. So hayfever medication at the ready we will be off to Caerphilly later. Let’s hope this events disabled access is much better than last weeks!
Decompression. That is the word of this weekend. I’ll be doing all I can to avoid stress and chill. That typically starts with listening to some music. Anything chilled really. Some reggae and ska are my go-to favourites.